Barefoot Notes: The Fly on the Wall vs. Our Simulated Universe
The fabulous, fantastic, fascinating fly and our ridiculous, plain fascination for a sickly computer-simulated life
|Allegory on Life and Death (~1598), Joris and Jaccob Hoefnagel. Jacob Hoefnagel, Public domain, via Wikimedia Commons. There is no escape from reality means the same as there is no world without insects.
piece that started as an idea that disrupted my planned course of thought that
had me announce of my hiatus last year presents itself as I get attracted to
this preposterous idea of living in a bubble orchestrated, for all I know, by a
child. Here, and since it has been resurrected, I go back to 1999 when I
watched the movie The Matrix: my eyes squinting at the grainy green filter of
the sixth simulated world, my mind screaming at the lack of non-human substance
that drained life out of the movie’s substance. The movie itself amazed me,
save for the, spoiler alert, use of humans, the most prolific consumer of all
animals – as batteries; the glimpses of digital pigeons, crows, and a cat, over
a bleak-hued concrete dystopian world caused me little excitement, but they
were all programmes, they weren’t ‘plugged in’. I was a teenager, I guzzled The
Matrix before I dived into the world on the other side, the fantastical humans
and non-humans of Peter Jackson’s Lord of the Rings trilogy that increased my
fascination for paleo-elephants.
The Matrix is said to
have mainstreamed the idea of simulated worlds, a thought not original but more
popular now thanks to it, a bubble where humans are simulated to life, while
everything else is programmed to fit our narrative. As a teenager interested in
the non-human world, just as some computer geeks including some of my peers
tried to find the digital rabbit hole, I found mine in the natural world.
What’s real and not is the crux of this piece, and I argue for the real with
the help of an insect. A fly, to be specific, a fabulous, fantastic,
fascinating fly that has had my imagination for so long that I was at one point
in time not very long ago infatuated by it, so much that I found it in every
And then, just a
decade later, came another world-making movie, Inception, that explored the
world within our minds with very specific no-good agendas but a brilliant idea
of combining dreams. It was designed to wake up sleeping soldiers. Curious.
This world was plain, no programmed cats, just what’s in the character’s minds
that did not dream of cats. In this world, simulated – a dreamer’s world is a
cognitively simulated world – by the dreamer, there aren’t very many references
to the world outside, the natural world that would be known to the characters
of the creator’s narrative, save rain, snow, and mountains.
Either we lack interest in having the natural world showcased in the reel-life, or we lack the imagination and prefer having the natural world in documentaries, or we keep the natural life at bay thinking that it might overwhelm the script, or we can’t simulate it enough to make it look real or have them trained to do things human actors do, or we don’t know much about it hence, it is easier to heal an ailing person in a movie than to show a fly on the wall.
Seven years after Inception, the most ridiculously vivid, fascinating, and terrific movie was released, Annihilation. Deep in the niche-genre of cosmic horror, nature was on mutation-causing steroids. Preposterous. I wasn’t as fascinated as I was for The Matrix, not so much for the other monstrosity of Fantastic Beasts that is so much like Pokémon rife with non-human cruelty and goofery, nor like Avatar with its underdone of ‘kill or be killed’ or Shyamalan’s killer trees – no, not Ents – or monsters of movies that are moved like puppets, either. These movies, all simulations, thrust the narrative of nature versus us. I missed nature in the background of a simulated world: the wall and the fly, an insomniac and a mosquito, a flower and a butterfly, a flock of birds against the blue sky. A seagull by the window. Only a few attracted my attention.
In 2007, I started
counting flies. While chasing butterflies was mostly restricted to the jungles,
I found flies to be everywhere, in the balcony, at the restaurant counter, and
curiously, unlike butterflies, they were all the same: two wings, with round
and sometimes rotund eyes, biters and lickers. But as I really peered unto
them, when I really began to count, they all seemed different. The count
started as I learnt about their kinship segregated into families. By the time I
counted five families, comprising hundreds of species each, I was ecstatic. And
the further I went down the rabbit hole, the deeper still it went. There are
more flies than butterflies, more diverse, more difficult to find, these things
started bothering me in a way that it became an obsession.
When I started drawing parallels between movies centered around simulated worlds and real-world people discussing whether this universe is simulated, I found a correlation that is likely not coincidental. I find that a proponent of real-world-is-a-simulation is often disconnected from the ordinary world, and movie populism hints at a real-world problem, that we do not treat non-human nature as a part of our simulated life, for what is their utility there? The question that everyone seems to be asking or thinking revolves around an outdated idea that everything revolves around us, humans; that even as we are an intelligent, intelligible species, others are programmes of a lesser algorithm – or hologram – less senile, less sensible, less intelligent, stuck in their form and destiny.
The question about the existence of non-human life in a simulated world theory interests me. If we follow the movies, it is to kill human life. The notion that there is a utility, or benefit, for their existence stems from our – to quite Agent Smith – ‘me, me, me’ ideology that is quite commonly seen in most movies but also in real-life theories about simulated worlds explained by physical sciences theorists. It appears there is no place for nature in a simulated world; are the functions that help us thrive then taken care of by an unseen hand?
As my count rose – to
nearly one-fourth of India’s family-level diversity of flies, I was bitten by the
bug. Well, there are flies all around us – mosquitoes, for instance, breed in
stagnant pools, houseflies on open food, blowflies on rotting meat, flowerflies
in the sewers, botflies on living animals. Soldierflies in organic waste.
Someone, somewhere, decided that among all these flies, the soldierflies were
excellent at converting organic waste into fertilizer, and the maggots are now
commercially available so that they can convert any volume to fertilizer while
the adult flies pollinate flowers in gardens, and are generally pretty to look
With what I’ve read in
the mainstream media, explanations of simulations appear to be with a purpose –
by design. We don’t know if the universe can simulate itself – it needs a force
behind it, a hand even, whether for reason or pleasure. To think that Hermetia
illucens was by design, as were the other flies with a taste for the food
we throw and spread diseases or feed on living tissue, has no explanation – for
what purpose do they serve? – in a simulated space. And to think that it’s a
jigsaw piece that just fell into place, I would agree, but to give it
rhyme-and-reason of by-design, I wouldn’t.
Why, you ask. A simulated life is also likely going in the direction it is intended to take, against our free-will. On the contrary, the natural world teaches us that the concept of free-will, governed within the physical dimensions of this universe, is real: hello, thermodynamics. Hermetia illucens belongs to an ilk older than our imagination. Earliest fossil records date back to Cretaceous, the Aptian time when the world looked different, where dinosaurs like Tyrannosaurus, Velociraptor, and Triceratops roamed. Beneath their feet, in the shallow pools, Stratiomyid larvae fed on the algal layer, leaving behind tracks in the soil as they eventually became trapped in the sediments and remained preserved for eons till humans came and unearthed them and marvelled at them about 125 million years later.
The larvae remain unchanged, just as mosquitoes remain unchanged for millions of years, yet this same timescale goes beyond a simulation theory that revolves around us, humans. Even today, the mainstream understanding seems stuck in time when humanity believed the sun and the moon revolved around Earth. Even if we are to assume that we live in a simulation, small flies quash the mainstream understanding of it by merely existing, nay, thriving, as a successful group of organisms among other organisms. To simulate billions of years of Earth’s existence is just taking every process of metamorphosis or a dinosaur evolving into a bird for granted.
The Stratiomyomorpha group of flies fascinated me like none other – it became my personal peeve. They’re not superior or fare better than other group of flies, but there’s one I was stuck on for a long time. I had the opportunity of meeting – finding – and this chance meet – encounter – led me to believe that so far as we live, we live a non-simulated, free-willed life burdened – limited – by our own imaginations of grandeur or indifference that this non-simulated world pendulates between. My fascination isn’t because of its name, they’re exactly the opposite of it: Stratio is ‘of an army’, from Stratios, the commander of Odysseus of Homer’s Odyssey, and Myia, Greek for fly. An army of flies: Soldierfly. I cannot for one know why they’re called so, but I also do not know what a ‘mormon’ butterfly has to do with Mormonism, so I think that settles it.
|Francis Walker F.L.S. 1851. Insecta Britannica, Vol. 1. Diptera. Reeve and Benham, London. Plate I showing 16 species of flies, 1—7 of flies belonging to Stratiomyidae, soldierflies. This is among the earliest illustrations of this family of flies.
This group, made up of
three extant and one extinct family, are flower-visitors, with larvae that feed
on diverse resources, some aquatic some terrestrial, some algae and fungi, some
predatory, some feed on mulch of organic matter and some wood. Of the extant
three, two are found in India, the third, a gem I equal to the Arkenstone if
not the Silmarils, is Pantophthalmidae, commonly called timber flies, which
feed on wood as larvae and are among the largest of flies – with wingspan up to
10 cm – found only in the neotropics. The other two, Stratiomyidae, the
soldierflies, and the Xylomyidae, the wood soldierflies are found world-over.
The former is a very diverse family with over 2,700 species (or 3,000 according
to some) and the latter with about 140 species. Remember this ratio of 19:1 for
a few minutes.
Somewhere in the middle of my decade-long quest, when I neared the count to about 45% of all fly-families found in India in the metropolis of Mumbai, I had an unlikely visitor. Standing in the balcony one usual day, a fly subtly buzzed inside: a fly with an elongate body, legs dangling down in flight, and flying strongly but slowly, it didn’t settle down after I turned the lights on. Considering it a robberfly – a rather uncommon but not unsurprising predatory fly found in good diversity around the city, I dismissed it and went back to look at flies on my computer. When I returned to the window in the morning, without a thought for the fly at the window, I found it dead. A dead fly is no good, someone might say, but for a naturalist it serves a purpose not as great as that for a taxonomist. Looking at the dead fly in the gutters of the sliding window, I thought my Arkenstone had flown right to me: a Xylomid fly, the wood soldierfly that I earnestly wanted to see, lay dead before me. With only one species recorded from India, I thought I had found the second, but I was wrong. It turned out to be the relative of the robberfly, the stiletto fly in the family Therevidae, also uncommon and a first for the state of Maharashtra of India, but not the fly on my wish-list.
There was a bias in my quest to find this family. That a fly I wanted to see flew right into my house bang in the middle of the city, a fly associated with dead trees – again rarely associated with cities, was too good to be true, precisely why my first intuition was to hurriedly tick it off my checklist. But I erred elsewhere nonetheless. Another fly on my list was a Conopid, a fly that torpedoes onto a bee as it visits flowers, sticks an egg on it as if throwing an unstrung harpoon, and flies off leaving the bee feeling only a bit dizzy – the fly larva then feeds on the bee as it goes about its business. For the longest time, I found a fly to be a Conopid, which made into my publication as a Conipid that was really a hoverfly in the family Syrphidae, a Monoceromyia.
To imagine that this
universe is a simulation, the creator has to have a bias. To imagine that this
simulation is being observed by someone and is writing about its elements,
characters, and their admixtures, is also introducing bias in his observations.
Is there a bias? There are nineteen species of soldierflies for one of wood
soldierflies. Is this the bias? As for these two families of flies, it’s
a lot about who evolved when, where, and on which resource (here, organic waste
– a rather abundant resource versus dead wood – a comparatively less-abundant
resource). Species diversification worked well for soldierflies than it did for
the wood soldierflies. As for the bias in this universe, is it hiding in dark
energy, which is pushing our universe to accelerate than decelerate, and makes
up 70% of ‘stuff’ in our universe, which along with dark matter comprises 95%
of what we cannot see but faintly detect, compared to what is visible and known
to us, which is just 5% of this universe? For all we know, wood soldierflies
comprise only 5% diversity while soldierflies 95%. Bias? That’s a stretch by
light-years, I know. My point is, if there is a bias, we don’t know it, we
can’t even feel it – but this piece is about two things, the existence of flies
and my argument therefore that this isn’t a simulated universe, and I compared
their proportions merely in the context of our subject.
The error that got
included in the publication and the one that did not, did not make much of a
difference to the fly diversity of Mumbai, or the northern Western Ghats, or
the state of Maharashtra as a whole. My Arkenstone, however, remained hidden in
the woodlands somewhere. In the quest between then and now, I found other wood
flies, the Clusiidae, the Megamerinidae – both new to the region and the state,
both handsome beyond comparison. The former, called druid fly, is a delicate
little fly that is known to have lekking sites on wooden stumps to impress the
female fly, they engage in intricate courtship dance, something worth watching
once. The latter is a rather rare fly – with only about fifteen species known
worldwide – found on a fallen log next to a dusty bus stop in one of the forest
villages. That was quite a find – am I now silly to expect the wood soldierfly
to fly into my house?
To simulate a world, we first need to realise that we are not at the centre of the universe, that – as JBS Haldane once famously said, ‘If He exists the creator has an inordinate fondness for beetles’ – for this to be a simulation the creator has to be an entomologist or at least fond of invertebrate diversity and humans are likely fringe-species that, to their credit, came to make changes but also, more importantly – and as Carl Sagan said, ‘And we, we who embody the local eyes and ears and thoughts and feelings of the cosmos, we have begun at least to wonder about our origins–star stuff contemplating the stars, organized collections of ten billion billion billion atoms, contemplating the evolution of matter, tracing that long path by which it arrived at consciousness here on the planet earth, and perhaps throughout the cosmos’ – that our consciousness matters but is only a result of many, many permutations and combinations. Simulating? The Matrix? They’re all better, even if melancholic and dystopian, in movies.
|A still from The Lighthouse (2019) directed by Robert Eggers, inspired from Hypnose (1904) by Sascha Schneider, Public domain, via Wikimedia Commons. Enlightenment and disillusionment are both separated by a thin, invisible line.
Five years after the fly
at the window, in 2021 as I was tallying insects, I found myself staring at
something on the wall. I was in the middle of a rainforest, by one LED light, on
one of the several cold nights when I photographed a fly: robust in built,
striking yellow legs and shoulders, with a pubescent golden-brown vest, perched on the wall. I photographed it and went after other flies.
For a simulated world like ours to work, religious texts are meant to be written, edited, and published the way they are. JRR Tolkien was meant to simulate Middle Earth into existence. In Gandalf’s words, “Bilbo was meant to find the Ring, in which case you were also meant to have it. And that is an encouraging thought.” And by extension, I was meant to find this fly on the wall just as Johann Wilhelm Meigen was supposed to give it a name two-hundred-and-one years ago; the fly on the wall is Solva, in the family Xylomyidae, aptly called by someone as the drab wood soldierfly. It lays eggs in crevices of the bark, and the larvae feed on the wood just beneath the bark, hence the name – xylon is Greek for wood, myid is from Greek myia - a fly. There it was, when I least expected it, in a place I cannot romanticise much - the wall, not deadwood deep inside the rainforest I was surrounded by, at a time I would otherwise be huddled in a blanket, possibly swooning over the collection of other flies. Even if the quest for this fly, and the situation I met her in, and the substrate I found her on, is least adventurous, the very incident of having seen one, and then realising that it was the one, brought me enormous satisfaction; here in the central Western Ghats, the wood soldierfly lives. It isn’t common, but chances of encountering it in pockets of rainforests are higher.
|Solva, Meigen 1820, Xylomyidae, central Western Ghats. The fly on the wall.
And then I thought to
myself, what a world we live in. Simulated? If this fly was simulated, how was
it simulated is a bigger question for me before who simulated it. But once we
understand the how, how the pieces in this universe just fell together, unknown
to this end-product – this fly, we – or if you beg to differ, I – find that it
did not have to be simulated, it evolved to live – not to serve, enrich,
preach, or revere this world, but to exist – then there is no question of who. To
call it simulated is to belittle great thinkers and creators and discoverers,
of the dark and bright history of humanity, of the wonders of nature, of the
existence of this third rock from the sun, of this universe itself. A simulated
world requires imagination, and I don’t know anything that
challenges our imagination more than nature itself, and so, that’s not the
world we, or the drab wood soldierfly, lives in.
As we go on simulating worlds in the reel-life, we should remember that no harm has come from sprinkling nature in all things we do and see, more so in the real life. Here, I point you to the fly-on-the-wall in this conversation, for she exists in the form of impermanence as we do, long before us, longer after us.